[ This is... weirdly familiar. Not the same thing, exactly, but close enough that there's no hesitation in his answer. ]
I get that.
For whatever it's worth, tell your friend that you don't have to be a clone to hate the circumstances you came from, and where you came from doesn't determine who you are. You're the only one who gets to do that.
i have a serial number all my life i thought... it meant something obscure and it just
it turns out it's a production code
[he gets what you're saying, johnny. but. just listen to him.]
and now i have to worry about other shit like middle-aged cells and low life expectancy?? can i just go into hospital and ask for a clone test? what the fuuuck
[help jaqobis, he's not even hiding the fact anymore]
Hey, that's talking theoretical cloning. Your world's clearly way past theoretical. Different rules. And I'm not saying it isn't shitty, because of course it's shitty, but it doesn't make you less you.
[ This isn't exactly information he's got any right to throw out there, but maybe if he keeps it vague— ]
And for the record, one of the most important people in my life wasn't made the old-fashioned way, either, and she's the realest person I know. I'm not just talking out my ass, here.
[johnny takes a moment to reply to his question, and prompto takes a moment to read that through. one of a kind. isn't that kind of ironic, for someone who turns out is a clone?]
[circumstances are most likely different.]
the others? you mean... the others that are like me? i saw them in the lab inside tubes i've fought against them too
[a scary experience all the way through]
they're not exactly living, they were just being used as fuel to power the mechanical soldiers after me and my friends
Well, there's point one in your favor. You seem pretty damn living to me.
[ The rest of that is A Lot. Not exactly the kind of thing you can fix with a few texts, and parallel enough to some of his own baggage that he doesn't have a quick or clean answer for it. ]
I get that. It's yours to tell when you're ready, so don't stress.
But for the record, any friend worth half their shit isn't going to love you any less for it. They'll be there for you while you figure it out. And if they aren't, I'll be right here.
[ therapy dog john jaqobis going from 0-60 with the emotional support, because why not!! Prompto seems like a genuinely good kid. ]
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Like I said, not ALL clones.
Is your friend here?
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yeah my friend is here
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How are they feeling?
Like, the question's totally theoretical, right? They aren't sick?
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but i guess... just total existential crisis feeling like their life has been a sham rug pulled from under the feet etc
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I get that.
For whatever it's worth, tell your friend that you don't have to be a clone to hate the circumstances you came from, and where you came from doesn't determine who you are. You're the only one who gets to do that.
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i have a serial number
all my life i thought... it meant something obscure and it just
it turns out it's a production code
[he gets what you're saying, johnny. but. just listen to him.]
and now i have to worry about other shit like middle-aged cells and low life expectancy??
can i just go into hospital and ask for a clone test? what the fuuuck
[help jaqobis, he's not even hiding the fact anymore]
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Hey, that's talking theoretical cloning. Your world's clearly way past theoretical. Different rules. And I'm not saying it isn't shitty, because of course it's shitty, but it doesn't make you less you.
[ This isn't exactly information he's got any right to throw out there, but maybe if he keeps it vague— ]
And for the record, one of the most important people in my life wasn't made the old-fashioned way, either, and she's the realest person I know. I'm not just talking out my ass, here.
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[prompto doesn't think they were supposed to be functional, or grow this old. the empire wouldn't wait 10 or 15 years to start their army.]
[but his words find pause at johnny's own.]
she's a clone?
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[ The question shouldn't be hard to answer, but there's still a short pause. ]
Only in the dictionary sense. Otherwise, she's one of a kind.
Have you met any of the others?
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[johnny takes a moment to reply to his question, and prompto takes a moment to read that through. one of a kind. isn't that kind of ironic, for someone who turns out is a clone?]
[circumstances are most likely different.]
the others? you mean... the others that are like me? i saw them in the lab inside tubes
i've fought against them too
[a scary experience all the way through]
they're not exactly living, they were just being used as fuel to power the mechanical soldiers after me and my friends
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[ The rest of that is A Lot. Not exactly the kind of thing you can fix with a few texts, and parallel enough to some of his own baggage that he doesn't have a quick or clean answer for it. ]
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yeah, thanks...
[how do you reply to something like that!! he's never had this conversation before.]
guess i'm trying to muster the courage to tell my friends, too
lol
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But for the record, any friend worth half their shit isn't going to love you any less for it. They'll be there for you while you figure it out. And if they aren't, I'll be right here.
[ therapy dog john jaqobis going from 0-60 with the emotional support, because why not!! Prompto seems like a genuinely good kid. ]
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[he appreciates it!! it got too real there. johnny is too good.]
...i know a lot of this is on me to try and sort out and be okay with and nothing will change until i do those things
but this has helped a lot
thanks, buddy
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No problem, buddy :)
[ emojis make it more casual and chill ok!! don't cry ]